OUR AMAZING BUBBLE OF FUN IS SLOWLY TURNING INTO A HELL HOLE.


i hope they all know they are my best friends. not sure if they consider me one of theirs, but i'm glad they are around.




"seventy times 7" (an semi-oldie, but a nice one)

Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to..
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
(and I can't let you let me down again)
Everyone's caught on to..

So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you cna think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield






^how much more perfect can it describe? we have caught on to you doing the same old routine, watched you come and go with other friends, but we would have never thought once that it would happen to us. NOT ONCE





my head is just spinning with too many thoughts. crazy how the world can just turn on you, flip upside down, and laugh at you as you sit there crying. i have too much love for the world, in hopes that i get some in return. but all i get is a slap in the face that i cant change what people do to hurt you.


i'm still hoping the insanity will stop soon.


OH YEAH, plus we missed shining through's last sd show tonight